Audio Glitches *EOTWP*

14 October

Week 89
***I had recorded a video blog post for this week's entry, but audio issues caused the whole thing to come crashing down. Oh well. I'll try again next week.

Hello! Welcome. Make yourself at home. I don't have much to talk about this week since the aforementioned video bugged out on me and I'm super frustrated in turn. But alas, here we go.

I finally beat The Last Story with the help of my rad boyfriend giving me a few tips during certain sequences near the end of the game. Thanks, baby. You're the best. <3 I'm really glad to be finished with that I can move on to finishing Wind Waker HD! (NX, WHERE ARE YOU???)

Zach stayed with me all day yesterday, and I had a wonderful time with him. And even though the two of us were lazy bums all day long, lying in bed watching Whose Line, playing games, and watching a couple of movies (Zootopia was SO good), I enjoyed every second of it spent with him. He makes me so beyond happy.
I'm just crazy about that boy. <3
It's been a year now since T.C. left my side. It's been emotionally rough for me these past two weeks, and I cried myself to sleep a couple of nights ago. I miss him. So much. I do love Juno and Gigi like crazy, but T.C. can't ever be replaced. He was my baby. And it still feels strange not having his presence fill whatever room I happen to be in. Here I go tearing up again...

I wonder if anything has changed with my family's views regarding me and people like me? It's been a year and half since I've even heard my sister's voice. That's sad. I last spoke to my brother in mid-June...but I'm not sure any actual progress was made in him coming to terms and accepting me. I miss my brother. And dad? Well, I don't even have to go there. *sigh*

But my mother...I feel like she's just kind of pushed herself into a sort of make-believe bubble of a world. It lies within the actual world we live in, but she's super shielded off from everything on the outside. And that's what bothers me so much. Because no matter how much positivity radiates outwardly from me, no matter the numerous amount of photographs with a smile planted under two bubbly cheeks and bright, bluish-green eyes she catches sight of, no matter the unmistakably favourable conditions she's seen my life advance in...

...well, it's just not real to her. And that's upsetting. MOM, I DID NOT WANT TO DIE. Do you understand how REAL that is???

But anyhow, I'm emotionally drained now. Gonna go lie down in my bed some more. I'm sore from work. :/

Also, enjoy wonderfully adorable Juno sitting in my window yesterday morning. ^_^
He's so pretty! <3 <3 <3
Be good, do good! Love! :)

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